Nuellasource : It's so hard to wake up and not feel your arms around me...

I'm back home...well I said I won't be sad I won't cry and stuff but I can't help it's more hard than what I thought it would be. Even when he left last summer it was not that hard... Not that I'm not happy to be with my family but I won't marry the people in my family, I won't make my life with them... I feel a big gap in my heart, it's like I've left a part of me in India. I have flashbacks at any time and I remember how happy we were together and this makes me always cry...
I know I have to be strong but yet I think I need more time, I can't wait to start courses I want to graduate quickly! This experience made me realize so much things, I know where I am and where I have to go now, I know we can live together. Something really amazing happened, something that has changed my life forever! I won't talk about that right now but with God's grace you're going to hear more about that soon :)
Sorry I won't be posting more pictures of this summer they are kinda personal and I don't wanna look back, a bright future is coming and we're walking hand in hand toward it, I have to be focused on that.
Anyway my hair looks bad and I'm trying to regain my smile before restarting outfits posts so see you soon guys.

34 Sweet comments:

VirgitSaturday, July 21, 2012
ohhhh sweetie so happy you spend the most beautiful time of your life I wish you all the best with your boy and looking forward to see more nice outfits of you soon dear much love virgit

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OhmyBijouSaturday, July 21, 2012
Heureuse de te voir de retour , j'imagine à quel point ça doit être difficile , soit forte les efforts payent :)
Dieu sera toujours avec toi ma belle ^^
Wilfried CorineSunday, July 22, 2012
Emma tu m'énerves! Tu me fais toujours couler des larmes avec ton histoire. Tout simplement parce que je vis la même. Là je suis toutes en larmes je te jure. Mon copain me manque énormément aussi je te jure. Vivement l'hyver, on doit se voir. Beaucoup de courage ma grande. (Je suis presque sûre qu'il t'a demandé en mariage, lol). Bisous.
OliviaSunday, July 22, 2012
I know exactly how you feel love :). The closer you guys become the harder it is to be apart. Can't wait until your posts though! <3
Brooklyn GraceSunday, July 22, 2012
Lovely post!!!
Love hurts but love is extraordinary!!!
couraGE girl
best
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InèsSunday, July 22, 2012
Courage ma belle! pense au futur , aux prochains instants que vous allez partager! c'est toujours difficile les separations, mais on arrive toujours a les surmonter... surtout que celle-ci n'est que physique et temporaire.
porte toi bien ma cherie et essaie de garder la peche!
xoxo
Le blog de LidoniaSunday, July 22, 2012
J'ai hâte de te retrouver en meilleur forme, courage ma belle.
SheylaSunday, July 22, 2012
I understand you dear...I'm about to go down the same road soon and even thinking about it depresses me.

Best of luck and welcome back!

xo,
Sheyla
Rose ModeSunday, July 22, 2012
It is weird how you think that you are alone to feel depress and after you see post like yours. I completely understand how you feel, we are in the boat. I hope everything will go well for you in the futur. Keep you head up. You are not alone ;)
mielabeilleSunday, July 22, 2012
hee manou je sais meme pas quoi dire... ça c'est le temps seulment qui peut arranger les choses. en tout cas bon courage et regagne vite le sourire parce qu'apres un ya toujours 2 oh! moi sui persuadée que yaura meilleur devant! bisoux
MaikenSunday, July 22, 2012
I know you can get through this and you have to believe the same thing, Emma. especially when you know you have so much waiting for you two. it's definitely worth fighting for!

Maiken,
Maikeni blogi - part of me
FunbiSunday, July 22, 2012
You are right, a bright future is ahead of you both and the worst is already gone. Trust in God as you wait with a faith filled heart for that future. You are also right to no to well on the past because the best is yet to come. You have been strong dear, keep it uo and keep resting on God.
Will be expecting your posts with joy :)
Blessings.

DatFunkyFro
Rocker ChicMonday, July 23, 2012
Sweet Emma,

Take all the time you need to return to back posting pictures although I will miss your sweet face. I know how it is when you are in love. So happy for you!!
chictochicMonday, July 23, 2012
Emma!! I'm so sorry for you, Love sometimes hurts! I hope you will be soon with your boy and to see your outfit posts!
You are a very sweet girl, I hope one day to meet you in person! ^_^
ChicToChic
kiss and a big hug!!
Marta
LavenroseMonday, July 23, 2012
Awww. <3 Don't worry Emma! You will be able to see him again sometime soon! :) In the meantime, I wish you the best of luck on your journey in life.
Abbys-World-ClosetTuesday, July 24, 2012
Wow I have tears in my eyes reading this, and I can definitely tell that your in love ;) be strong!
Caro *Wednesday, July 25, 2012
Je n'avais pas vu ce post, je te souhaite bon courage, bisous :)

Thank you for your time, your comments brighten my days!
I always visit back your blogs so there's no need to ask me to do anything. Don't forget to come back to see my answer if you did asked a question.
Much love :)

Merci pour votre temps, vos commentaires égayent mes jours!
Je visite toujours en retour vos blogs vous n'avez donc pas besoin de me demander de faire quoi que ce soit. N'oubliez pas de revenir pour voir ma réponse si vous avez posé une question.
Beaucoup d'amour :)